Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Muhasabah Diri 2010

Dh 13 ari msuk lembaran 2011.Byk tul ilmu br ku dpt d tmpt br nih.Kt cni,perlu psg telinga,tumpu phatian,susun strategi n cr keistimewaan.Kan kt yg tentukn kalo kt nk hepi...huhu.Tanpa sdar,aku dh mula lakar memoriku kt cni.

Dan ku kembali kpd pegangan asalku,aku de amanah yg perlu ku selesaikn walau dmana ku dtempatkn.

Sjak aku bkawin,d psoalan yg sll aku tny.Nape kt kna kawin sdgkn Allah d n ckup utk kt sb sume dtg dr Allah n sblm kawin pn,kt ckup mkn pki.Psoalan tu kini tjwb o Dr.Hamdan,seorg kaunselor.Matlamat kt sbg hamba Allah,mencari keredhaanNya.

Tp itu matlamat j/pjg.So,cmne nk capai matlamat j/pdk?i.i ngn cmerlang sbg isteri,anak n pkerja.Hakikatnye,matlamat j/pdk adlh inspirasi kpd j/pjg.Mmg manusia xsmpurna tp dlm Islam,kt kna berusaha mjadi smpurna.

Isu anak.Bile dfikirkn,sb tu Allah jodohkn aku ngn tmpt nih.Sblm ni,byk kali ku dtegur agar kuruskn bdn which is annoying sometimes..hihihi...sbnrnye sukar menerima hakikat...hihihi.

Tp bile drenungkn,seorg sahabatku,lbih besar saiznye dh d 2 org ank.Sahabatku yg len,spsg suami isteri,kecil molek,hubby die lak mmg xmerokok n sihat but still not having baby yet.

Realitinye,sume adlh rezki.Kini,aku redha n dh xgusar lg.Kalian yg mbaca,doakn aku ye...

Year 2010 gv m an extraordinary experiences by fly 2 Jogja n Hong Kong.Reall taught m 'bout survive n thanked Allah a lot.I'm really grateful coz hv an opportunity to c other countries.Actually,it is 1 of my dream.

End of dis blog...Ahlan Wasahlan 2011.

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