Thursday, August 12, 2010

Puasa Memberi Kuasa Luar Biasa

Salam Ramadhan buat sume pembaca...formal la plak.buang tebiat ke aku?hihihi...Arini dh ari ke3 berpuasa.Wpun begitu,semangt keje perlu dteruskn.so,kite buka lagu raye...hihihi...maklumla org jauh...hihi

Terdengar kata2 Dr Fadzillah Kamsah kt channel radio tp dr astro...pe2 je la...hihi.Dia kate,spatutny pose akn wt kite luar biasa.Bkn ny xbsemangt n sbg ny coz pnah kwn die non muslim kate pd ny."i tgk kalo org islam pose,mcm nk mati"...kan malu tu kalo bangsa len pn pdg rendah kt kite.

Ikut logik pn,ms pose bdn dh ringan.tmbh lak xyah tkejar2 cr mkn.tp sume ny tpulg pd tafsiran individu.Ada yg mdpt hidayah Allah ada yg tidak.Yg pnting kite mohon pd Allah.

Last weekend,blik ke BT btemu fam b4 puasa n g induksi ahad nih...huhuhu.Hubby lak blik keje lmbt. maklumla nk pose n raya,nk cr duit lebih.Tp oleh kerna nk kna g induksi yg lame,agak mrajuk ati ngn hubby coz blik lmbt...huhuhuhu.

Tatkala die tgh tdo,Allah nk berikn pd ku hidayah.Terlihat pd tapak tgnnya.Sgt kasar.Byk kesan melecet yg lame.Hatiku diruntun hiba...huhuhuhu...sgt hiba.Saat itu la ku tau,aku bdosa pd ny.Tiap kali teringt,aku xkn tlpas dr mengalirkn air mata...Maafkn Ayg,b...Ahmad Hafidz Abdul Rahim.

Sempena Ramadhan ini,ku ingin memohon beribu ampun kpd sume yg mengenali diriku...Ayahku, Ibuku, Adik2 tersayang serta sume teman2.Ampunkn sgala kesilapn ku ye.

Buat hubby, Loving u is like Loving Myself...Thank U,dear..Luv u so much....

Friday, July 23, 2010

Klimaks Sabar d Mersing

Akhirnye de gak ms nk tulih blog...Rini mmg kemuncak stress aku kt msg.Tmpt br,no frenz, FINE.No entertainment, FINE.Different colleagues, FINE.Different studs, FINE.Different teaching approach, FINE.

But,when s/body force me,i'm really felt burning in my heart n otw 2 explode...

When i'm transfered here,i didn't expect my life will turn upside down so much.especially in financial part....huhuhu...n now,my salary hv been cutted out almost RM500.it's so depressed!!!

Dgn xde duit tu,aku involved dlm sukan lak.Seumur idupku,dis is da 1st tm i've 2 spend my own money 2 represent in sports.If i'd knew it earlier,surely i'll not involved at all...

Tmbh lg,a few days b4,de org tampal utk ke Hari Keluarga.My bosses themselves stated there,'TIDAK HADIR'...so do I.However,da one who get da impact is me...surat tunjuk sebab....nvr mind,i will!!!

Can't u be understanding ppl,hah??? I hv a FINANCIAL PROBLEM!!!!!!! Can't u understand???????? Nk ckp cmner lg???????

I'm also hv family,as well as my hubby.What kind of daughter,near 2 parents but cannot visit them more often???What kind of wife,tmbhkn beban yg suami sedia ada wit her financial prob lak????

The reality is,who cares what u're faces...they only know how to force 2 do their ways.More u force,more sellfish i'll be.A/way,i didn't felt like family here yet...Family will not burden each others!!!

I'm so depressed till tears coming out easily...Allah Maha Mengetahui dan aku hanya bertawakal pada Mu kerna Kau lah yg lebih mengetahui pe yg terbaik utkku...Chaiyok2x,Aziah!!!!